i got her (the girl i like) chocolate for Hannukah (Lindt, mind you, not cheap crap chocolate). and not just a bar or 2 truffles. a substantial amount. i wrapped the stuff myself, i even made the card!
it backfired. but not in a really
i had a pretty good day today...good day at school, corrected my english teacher
, visited a nursing home, went to an engagement party, when i got home this message from her was left for me on AIM (i leave it on):
"i wanted to say thanx again for the chocolate
, ur a very cool person and i value our friendship, lets keep it this way"
i'm not suicidal, i'm not going to throw myself on her to try to get her to change her mind. I feel disappointed, empty, upset. I've never liked anyone to any degree besides her, and I don't know what to do.
Looks like Josh is single for another year (or worse)