I don't have much time to go into detail, but my life is going to hell.
-My grades are terrible (85, 85, 97, 71, 90, and 70).
Im sorry man, I have no idea how that grading system works, but i know you are really intellegent, in Australia we use A10-E1 A=highest of course and 10 the highest.
-My home life sucks.
Im sorry ILS i wouldnt know anything about brother and sister stuff i was the only child, sorry.
Have you ever thought of staying at one of your friends for a little while? People just dont understand other ppls passion for unusual things, most australian ppl expect you to just to love rugby union, then youre on the good side of them. Im not giving a good example, but every time i tell ppl (even when i told my parents) i want to see my future designing airline interiors and couture, they look at me as if i spat in their face, so i never tell anyone else, they think its embarrassing, none of my other friends know i like that kind of stuff, they find it strange enough for me liking to paint.
-I am sick of my daily routine.
Well me too you know the same thing as you said,
stumble out of bed, breakfast, take a shower, have a fag, go to work, spend hours on boring work sent home, cant be stuffed making dinner-too tired, and crash on the bed still with your work clothes on.
But all i can suggest is just stick with your friends they make the school days seem soo much more enjoyable, organise a big get together with your mates on the w/e or something you would look foward to doing.
-I told my parents that I want to make a difference in the world and join the armed forces when I turn 18. She got really mad at me and told me that no idiot in the air force makes a difference. What bullshit.
Your mom is wrong as far as i know,no offence to your parents of course, the armed forces dont take in any idiots no more, they only take smart and physically fit ppl now and from all that i have read on you, i believe you would be a great asset to the U.S Armed Forces.
Dont give a rats ass about what you dont want to do, you know what is right for you.
-Me and my girlfriend broke up.
Well no matter how rude it looks, its just a part of life sorry. But you never deserved what she did to you, you loved and really cared for her and she dumped you in a very bad manner. I hope you will eventually come across some nicer girl which will treat you really lovingly.
-I have an appointment with the principal because I said shit during class.
Tell me what made you say "shit"? Jeez an appoinment with the headmaster just for saying shit that school takes trivial far too seriously, that really annoys me, have you told your folks how rediculous this situation is?
-My life is meaningless at this time. I don't know what I am going to do.
Its going to be ok, youre life is far from meaningless, youre very smart, youre a nice preson, youre going to be sucessful in life, there are soo many ppl who care for you, your folks, your family, your friends and all those good ppl on a.net and ILS you are making a difference to ppls lives you really are!
Well anyways ILS i wish things will get so much better for you, ok!