Keifer Sutherland would play me (people tell me I look like his father, Donald but I don't see it)
It would be a drama/comedy/pseudo-porno with an NC-17 rating.
The title would be "Next"
The focus would be on my personal relationships with family/friends/lovers. It would be a miniseries on TV, shown over 3 or 4 nights. It would focus on the three most important phases of my life: pre-sexual/sexual awakening/sexual maturity. Ages 6-10, 15-22, 30-present (37 now). As a child I knew I was different from other boys. During my sexual awakening phase I vacillated between men and women. And when I finally accepted my sexuality (gay) it would focus less on sex, more on the person I have become because of it. I have "converted" many people in my life...not to homosexuality but to an educated, informed knowledge of the differences in us all. Most of my friends now are former homophobes who love me for who I am and accept me for what I am. I've accomplished something extremely important in a small way and I could die happy tomorrow.