In my recent experience I got a touch of an insight into what this man and men who have done these things think. It's extremely hard to put yourself in those shoes unless you find yourself betrayed not only by those you love but by yourself as well. Add in a pessimistic view of humanities future, and it's a decision that while not easily made; is something more then an instantly discarded folly. I'm glad that things seem better for me now, but even if they do change I know that having been in that dark place is not a journey I'll alow to occur again.
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