WARNING: I AM ABOUT TO GO ON A RANT, SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ IT, MOVE ON TO THE NEXT POST, AS IT REALLY DOESN'T PERTAIN TO MUCH OTHER THAN 24 HOURS OF PENT UP FRUSTRATION AND ANXIETY!
Basically today has been quite sh*tty! I guess it was nice this morning as I got plenty of sleep last night, but I eventually began running low. This was about the time that I got home from school. Since I had last period off, this was about 14.40. At about 15.40 I left for work, already running on dangerously low levels of energy. I get to work, only to find out I'm an hour early! Pas problème, I'll get paid an extra hour I was planning on working anyways, coz it wasn't worth going home. After 7 hours on my feet serving chocolates to generally nice people, but a few assholes thrown in for good measure, I closed up at 23.00 to go home. Since all the Boston universities are back in session the Green Line was, needless to say, full of "half-in-the-bag" uni students going in town to walk right into that bag headfirst and stick around a while. You gotta love college
So I had to stand on already aching feet. However the thing that really has me fuming is what I have to do tomorrow. Tomorrow, Saturday morning, I have to get up to go to Malden, of all places, to attend my first Model UN meeting. The Model UN is a student version of the United Nations, with competitions and meetings all over the world. I was chosen to represent Kuwait this time round on topics I don't even know. I know absolutely nothing as to what's going to happen tomorrow. I don't know what time to be there, I don't know what to wear, I don't know how to get there, I know nothing!!! And even if I do find this place, I don't know what questions I was assigned to answer, and I'm fairly certain I'm going to be make an ass out of myself. I am feeling so much intimidation right now, I just want to sleep for 10 hours, but nope, I gotta be up at 630
so I can get up and right the Orange Line
(that oughta be fun!) to the stop I think I'm supposed to get off at. I think there are 2 or 3 stops in Malden! All-in-all, I'm feeling rather sh*itty right now.
I apologize for all that, and I promise it won't happen again anytime soon, I just needed to get it of my chest, and I figured this would be an appropriate place to do it. Thank you for reading.
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